Song Quotes :)

Song:"If you could see like me you'd see you haven't won anything (anything)
If you could see like me you'd see, it's by my grace that you're breathing (breathing)
If you could see like me you'd see you haven't won anything.
If you could see like me you'd see, your precious light is fading.
Your light is fading."-Oh sleeper, The Son Of The Morning. 

How does this help you in life: Well I am religious and this song is the Devil talking to God and the whole song just helps me understand in a way how the Devil felt about God and jesus. I don't know if that makes sense but it does to me oh well haha.

Song: Don't go, I can't do this on my own.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.
Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night.
I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.
Don't go.
Don't go.-Bring Me The Horizon, Don't Go.

How does this help you in life: Well the singer sang this after once he lost his best friend and I don't know it helps me think of my friend that I lost and it also brings up moments that were the best, and I still wish he were here so when I listen to it, it helps me and makes me feel like he's here still.

Song: If you need anything, just the say the word.

I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.-The Spill Canvas, Lullaby.

How does this help you in life: Whenever I miss my boyfriend I listen to this song cause it makes me think of him cause one night when we went on a long drive he sang it to me, so whenever I miss him I listen to it and it helps me think of the good times we share, just the whole song is amazing (:

Song: You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell-Saosin, You're Not Alone.

How does this help you in life: It just tells me that I'm not alone and there's more in life and that it will pass soon enough.

Song: They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me-Sleeping With Sirens, If I'm James Dean Your Audrey Hepburn.


How does this help you in life: It just tells me I have luck and that one day I will find someone who will stay for a long time and love me (:




Song: Its been a long hard road without you by my side.
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart,
You broke your children for life.
Its not okay,
but we're alright.
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes,
but Those are just a long lost memory of mine.
I spent so many years learning how to survive,
now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive.-Good Charlotte, Emotionless


How does this help in your life: It reminds me of my real dad, He wasn't always there and this song is a perfect reminder of him. And it helps cause it just makes me appreciate my mother a lot more, cause she was there for me through my life.

$150.00!!!!!!

So knowing me I would buy gauges and these are $18.00  $18.50 I would buy this for me and shawnii cause we tight like that(:

 

$20.65 um has this not said enough???? haha this is so me dude I love random hats!!!
$9.50 Well you see this is a two part ring and I think its awesome dude!

  $39.50 I like dresses but not all girly so this one fits me(:

  $28.50 This looked interesting and cute I mean come on!

  $12.50 hahah I need socks and these are amazing!

  $4.00 Mascara waterproof hahaha yes! I like makeup! and I'm running out!


After all of this I have $.25 and I cannot buy anything else with it but other wise I just bought all the typical girl stuff.

Stick Stickly By Attack Attack (song assignment)

You never said that this would be easy,
So go on live,
You never said that this would be easy,
So go on live.

WOOOOOO!

This is the best part of the message,
And it only took one.

We live for what He's worth,
And that's more than you'll know.
He died for what He loved,
And what He loved was you.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/attack-attack-stick-stickly-lyrics.html ]
I'll wait for you,
You know I'll wait for you,
I'll wait for you,
You know I'll wait for you.

You never said that this would be easy,
So go on live,
You never said that this would be easy,
So go on live.

Bow your head,
Go on live.

This is the time to let yourself go,
Lord pick me off the ground,
You never said this would be simple,
So pull me in and turn around.

Meaning:
This song is about giving your life to christ

Why I Like This Song: Because it gives out a good message and its a screamo/metal song and I like it :)

http://www.4shared.com/audio/7N6me4H_/02-attack_attack-stick_stickly.htm

Straight Hair

So the thing I dislike is straight hair, I have naturally straight and the thing about that is if your gonna use product on my hair to bring it up, it won't stay and it'll just fall down and then have all this greasy hair and its just no haha. Curling my hair would lead to one big curl in my hair, you curl one part of it the whole thing goes into one big one. You try teasing my hair, it will just fall down and have tons of tangles which aren't fun at all. The only thing I can do is blow dry it and that's about it haha you can straighten it some more with the straightener but that I guess turns my hair into a poof which isn't the best so the thing with straight hair you can't do much but if you can get your straight hair to do whatever let me know cause man it just doesn't work.

Cosmetology

Cosmetology at Century College, its fun but not the girls in that class, they are all SO dramatic over there and they make fun of everything I mean not every day but here and there and knowing me I like to express myself and that's the easy way to get made fun of :p. I was surprised that we got to do hands on stuff because they said we wouldn't do much hands on but we got to style hair and have a competition, I'm not too girly either so I don't know how much of this class I can take. For a dream job I don't know how much I wanna be in Cosmetology I kinda wanted to also be a body piercer but I have no idea I guess let's see where life takes me first.

Bullying >:(

Okay this topic can get me going for a very long time but I'm gonna try to make things short. Alright so the one thing I hate is bullying, my little 8 year old cousin got bullied a school cause he likes Justin Bieber's music, that's not right to judge someone cause of he music they like or the clothes they wear. I know I got my fair share of teasing in school, my the way I dressed mostly, I remember at one point people said stuff about my appearance but after that it was about how I dressed but that was middle school years and kids not pick on me now and if they do I try ignoring it or confronting them that I don't like it then walk away. In middle school that's where everyone is finding themselves and yes at one point in 7th grade I wanted to be a little preppy popular person and I tried dressing like it for a while and tried to fit in but then I met this crowd that liked to express themselves and not care what others thought so I made friends with them and started dressing like them, which I guess you can call it Gothic and what not. But I don't know if I could choose to be how I am today or that preppy wanna be person I would have to go with how I am now cause  I like to show off and look cool, before kids made fun of that and after once I was picked on so many times I just realize I just don't care anymore cause after all this is my life not theirs and there's nothing they can do, no one can change me only I can. So I told my cousin that and so far its working out but I don't think he listens to Justin Bieber anymore cause of those darn kids. I remembered when my little 6 year brother Gabe came home from school the first day of kindergarden and said that kids made fun of him cause he couldn't do some things other kids could and I told him that kids are just mean and everyone will say what they want but there's nothing wrong about being slow at things cause I know I am slow at somethings so I told my brother to ignore it and don't talk to the mean kids stay with you're friends. I don't think my advice helped cause now him and my other brother Gideon age 7 are in a home school working at their own pace, well at least now they don't have to worry about other mean kids and they can work as slow as they need. I just hate bullying so much, even when it involves my family getting hurt by these people that say nonsense. I'm just gonna stop myself there but yeah I think you get my point. Remember: everyone will do or say something you don't like but its up to you if you ignore it and go away from it, it should go away in most cases, but if you try to fight it then more trouble will be in store for you. Just stay close to the good friends.

Jobs.

So when a friend says "oh I need a job" or "jobs sound like fun," at times they really aren't you'd have to work there for a bit to find out if you really like it. I on the other hand took the wrong route, I got a job in fast food. I work at KFC and I thought it would be fun and enjoying but after going through rushes and dealing with snob costumers and getting yelled at if you don't do anything right I thought to myself "I really don't wanna be in fast food." Now this is my first job and some of the workers I am close with now and its kinda like a second family cause I can go to some of them and just vent or have serious talks, so trying to find another job not in the fast food business would be hard cause I can't quit my first. I am a little scared to work there for a long shift because about a month ago, well actually the night before school started I was feeling weird and I was very tired and my friend Emily came to pick me up and she said that I was doing dishes and I looked up like I saw something and then collapsed to the floor, my coworker Matt said that I passed out. When the ambulance came to get me from work at 11:00 pm I was talking but I don't remember anything, I guess they asked me questions and I answered them funny. Some were: do you know where you are? and I said KFC, what year is it? and I said 2010, I also said I was in a dream for 5 years. Now that's scary the only thing I remember was in the hospital and there was a lot of blood on my hand from the IV but you're not supposed to bleed from it, and then when I asked Emily what had happened and once she told me I broke down crying, trying to hug my mom. I never pass out and that was one night I will never forget.

Piercings!

Hello there again. So another thing that I like are piercings ^-^
I have snake bites which are two on the bottom lip, my right side of my nose, my left eyebrow.
The one's I really want are my septum, middle of my upper lip, hip piercings, smiley piercings.
I don't know why I like piercings probably cause they make me look older if I didn't have piercings I would look 15 or younger but with them I look at least 17, 18. But that's what people say. Alright I'll put some pictures up.
The piercings I have:

snake bites

nose

eyebrow

The ones I want:

Medusa piercing

Septum

tongue and smiley piercings

and hip piercings.

Yep call me odd, or freak or anything you want I love piercings and they aren' as painful as you think, they use a lot of cleaner, and they use a metal clamp that basically cuts off your circulation so its a breeze (:

Most people would think I'm odd cause I like piercings so much, I actually am considering to be a professional body piercer when I'm older, mostly cause then you can get discounts or pierce yourself and you don't need to take out any piercings for work, although it probably doesn't pay much I mean its a dream, a goal, a career and its something I could enjoy and if not go back to college and get into something else. It would be better to do a job you like then a job you hate, it would get stuff done, but that's just what I think.

Gauges c:

So I like unique things and I think gauges are unique 'cause now a days that's all I see in people's ear's, I have gauges they are size double zero and hoping to get better but not by too much, mine look like:

The one above is how big I want to get mine which is 1 inch so its quite a bit of a stretch, I may only go half way not this big but I'm still deciding. Btw that picture is not me I found it on google.
Gauges hurt, so instead of harming yourself gauge you're ears cause let me tell you thats enough pain you need.
I don't know what it is about them but I just like the look and its fun to freak out others that think its not right, just don't ask I like them that's all that matters.
Fun Fact: After double zero gauges they will not shrink and you would have to get them surgically put back together, oh fun lol.
Another fun fact: If you skip sizes you might tear or rip your ear lobe, this one guy at the mall said he went from a normal size earring to a double zero, what I have in a couple of days and he also said there was a lot of blood and he blacked out while doing it. Also the bigger the number for gauges the smaller the gauge and hole but the smaller the number the bigger the gauge and hole size. basically for an example: 6's aren't that big but 0's and double zero's are big. If that makes any sense at all.