Get Well- Icon For Hire.

We throw tantrums like parties 
We're not happy 'til everyone knows we're sick 
And that's just how we like it 
We've hurt bad enough, right, we've earned it 

Don't tell the others but it's all getting old 
I mean how many more times must our stories be told? 
And being lonely's only fun in a group 
It sort of loses it's charm when it's true 

I meant it when I said I wanna get well, I wanna get well 
Are the rest of you so content
Stay where you are but it hurts like help
And I'm sure it's fun at first
Test your pulse and check your vitals 
If it's only a game you lost me
I quit it with the suicidal recital

So now you know all my secrets 
I want out, I know I don't need this 
Can you find me friends that don't rank me on what I've been through 
The more battle scars the more attention it gets you

Don't tell the others but it's all getting old 
I mean how many more times must our stories be told? 
And being lonely's only fun in a group 
It sort of loses it's charm when it's true

I meant it when I said I wanna get well, I wanna get well 
Are the rest of you so content
Stay where you are but it hurts like help
And I'm sure it's fun at first
Test your pulse and check your vitals 
If it's only a game you lost me
I quit it with the suicidal recital

Yeah we should've known it would end this way 
What did you expect, pretend it all away 
And all we've got left is a sorry pile of hearts 
I'm getting out, gonna write myself a new start 
Come on, dry your eyes, meet me on the other side 
Run as fast as you can and we'll make it out alive 
We know better now, we don't have to live like this 
Go tell them all we don't have to live like this

I meant it when I said I wanna get well

I meant it when I said I wanna get well, I wanna get well 
Are the rest of you so content
Stay where you are but it hurts like help
And I'm sure it's fun at first
Test your pulse and check your vitals 
If it's only a game you lost me
I quit it with the suicidal recital
If it's only a game you lost me
I quit it with the suicidal recital

Astro

He's my little love muffin!

CHIWEENIE!!!!!!!!!

Awwww look at that cute face :)
This is my newest baby!
Jake and I got a puppy and his name is Astro. What is a Chiweenie? Chiweenie's are not purebred they are a mix of Chihuahua and Dachshund. How big will they get? About 8 inches tall. How much will they weigh? About 5-10 pounds. We got him 2 days ago and he is perfect, he lets us know when he has to go potty and doesn't pee or poop the bed, he loves to roll down hills and yesterday we took him to this fenced in dog park and there is a big dog part of it and a little and he got to play with the big dogs cause we didn't want him to be alone. He loves cuddling and hiding in the tall grass, he stays by us and hes only 9 weeks old!!!
So you know what this means!!! Might have to get Astro a blogger as well :)

Lullaby.

It's the way that you blush when you're nervous.
It's your ability to make me earn this.
I know that you're tired, just let me sing you to sleep.
It's about how you laugh out of pity,
'Cause lets be honest I'm not really that funny.
I know that you're shot, just let me sing you to sleep.

If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.

It's those pills that you don't need to take,
medicating perfection, now that's a mistake.
I know that you're spent, just let me sing you to sleep.
It's your finger and how I'm wrapped around it.
It's your grace and how it keeps me grounded.
I know that you're weak, just let me sing you to sleep.

If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.

While you were sleeping I figured out everything,
I was constructed for you, and you were molded for me.
Now I feel your name, coursing through my veins.
You shine so bright it's insane, you put the sun to shame.

(Oh)

If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything. (I really do)
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.

If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.

You know what I hate?

I am on Citalopram and its pronounced just as it looks and well its scary. Don't forget to take it because you will have the biggest freak out ever, you at first get really mad and then after that you get so sad and start crying over nothing. Some times if I forget to take it I just cry a lot over nothing and I freak myself out telling myself "I gotta get out of here I need to leave" cause if I don't then I have these weird feelings and I just keep crying. I know its the right pill for me if I don't forget about it. But this is an anti-anxiety pill which has a little bit of anti-depressants in it too. I used to cry like everyday back then like in middle school through 10th grade, so I'm always scared to cry now cause I feel like if I cry I won't be able to stop cause back then I would cry and it wouldn't end until like an hour later, but when I take this medication and I'm on it then I feel like I don't have to cry and if I cry while on it, I don't cry for long. I'm a weird child but at least I know I'm loved :)

Swish.

Swisher has a blog account, just thought I should let you know. search either Swisher sweets or his email is: swishersweetstweets@gmail.com  I will try to follow him so you can get a hold of him.

The New Hair.

I haven't done purple yet so take a look and leave some comments...