Pretty Soon.

On Saturday April 27th, that will be the day that Jake and I will have fun all day long. Why? because it is our year and 6 months of being together, not too special but it is a year in a half of being together and it is my longest relationship. Things between him and I were shaky the last couple of weeks but it was so cute because all he told me was: "I cannot lose you Krissy, you seriously are my everything and without you I am lost, I am a mess, and I am missing my family. I want to be here to watch my family grow and to be here when you're sad or down to cheer you up and I want to be here for my child and I will not lose both of you. I am being very serious about this and I want to know if you would marry me?" and my heart stopped. He said I know what I did was wrong and it was bad to do that when I was your boyfriend but now as a husband I couldn't live with myself if I did what I had done as your husband. And I just had to say yes because I have loved this kid since I first started talking to him which was 11/26/11 then the next day he came over and hung out for a little bit because I was up north and I got home at 11:30 and he wanted to hang out and smoke a cig and even though we were planning on hanging out the next day he wanted to hang out and my curfew was midnight so we talked outside until then and I hugged him and watched him leave and then I went inside and texted him saying "I really wish I could kiss you" and he said "come outside" and he was right on the street outside of his car and I ran out there and he kissed me and then asked me out and and I said yes and then he kissed me again and he said I will text you until you fall asleep. He was just perfect and I knew from then on that I wanted to be with him forever. Before him I was depressed because every single guy that I had dated since I was 13 cheated on me or used me and I was just to the point where I didn't feel loved anymore and I was alone and I would go to school and come home and sleep and then do it everyday even on the weekends, but after him I have always felt loved and never felt alone and that is why even though I am young and everyone will say "your gonna regret it" I don't care, I want this to work I want this family to work. I don't like my dad because he left me when I was 2 months old and now I can't stand the thought of him because he seriously was never there for me. I don't want that to be the case with Jake and his child. I will try everything I can to make this work and I will try to keep us together.

Life Can Be Rough.

Having a kid is difficult and also can be a hassle. Even the father of my baby can be a real jerk but its hard being parents when your parents at 18. Everything is just not easy and it'll take time until things are fine again because when your young and you find out your pregnant you freak out and do things that you don't want to do or you do things that you regret within time. The thing that sucks for me is that I am starting to get virus's lately I had one when I was 8 weeks along and now at 19 weeks and 3 days.

Set Fire To The Third Bar. -Snow Patrol.

I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from 'A' to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My fingers in creases of distant dark places

I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science

Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
and I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms

Finally Iphone!

So a couple days ago Jake and I and well his mother too, went to the AT&T store and Jake was upgrading his phone to the iphone 5 and it was really nice because his mom out of no where asked how much would it be for me to be put on the family plan and they told her and it was cheap so I had gotten an Iphone 4 and I love it!

Today's Google Pic.

Today I will go onto Google and hit "Feeling Lucky" and show you the pic and also type about it.

Here you go:

Crab Nebula

The Crab Nebula is the remains of a star that died in a supernova so brilliant it was recorded by observers in the year 1054. A neutron star pulses in its center.

Candy Crush Saga, App Game.

This game. This game above. UGH! I got this game last night and I'm hooked that's not the bad part about this game. The bad part is that you only have a certain amount of lives and if you use them all you have to wait until you can gain them, its called Candy Town and there is a clock that goes by seconds and when you run out of lives it will tell you a time and that's when you can play again which is BULL. Its the original get three candy things lined up and it pops that game, its like Jewels but has games within the games. When you are playing it like Jewels they have some of the candy's in something called Jelly and its just a clear outing on the candy (jewels) and you have the break off the jelly to complete the mission but you only have so many times you can move, or they have missions where there are fruit and you have to bring them to the bottom and you only have a certain amount of moves and it sucks. Its a love hate relationship with this game.

Here You Go, You Hungry Minds. Warped Tour 2013 Dates/Bands/Prices.

Warped tour will be taking place in once again Canterbury Park in Shakopee. It starts Sunday July 21st at 11:00 a.m. General admission is $34.50. Bands Playing: Hawthorne Heights, The Early November, Allstar Weekend, Goldflinger, Big D And The Kids Table, Motion City Soundtrack, Chiodos, Reel Big Fish, The Used, 3OH!3, Billy Talent, Story Of  The Year, Bowling For Soup, Woe Is Me, I See Stars, Go Radio, The Story So Far, Like Moths To Flames, Big Chocolate, Stick To Your Guns, Hands Like Houses, Anarbor, Letlive, The Black Dahlia Murder, Wallpaper, VersaEmerge, Upon A Burning Body, Architects, Forever The Sickest Kids, Shy Kidx, Tonight Alive, Action Item, Oh,Sleeper, Middle Finger Salute, While She Sleeps, Man Overboard, RDGLDGRN, Attila, Mac Lethal, MC Lars, The Amity Affliction, The Chariot, For The Foxes, Defeater, New Years Day, The Summer Set, Outasight, Stephen Jacobs, GOLDHOUSE, Five Knives, Bless The Fall, Itch, Echosmith, Alvarez Kings, Young London, We Came As  Romans, Beebs And Her Money Makers, The Wonder Years, Sleeping With Sirens, Kairo Kingdom, Memphis May Fire, HandGuns, Forever Came Calling, Madchild, Never Shout Never, August Burns Red, Black Veil Brides, Bring Me The Horizon, Crizzly, Mighty Mongo, Crossfaith, Citizen, Beware Of Darkness, Heritage, Art Of Shock, Issues, Real Friends, Pacific Dub, Secrets, Strawberry Blondes, The Sheds, Silverstein, Lionz Of Zion, Set It Off, Dose Of Adolescence, Ice Nine Kills, Mixtapes, No Bragging Rights, Texas In July, Super Water Sympathy, The Indecent, New Beat Fund, Volumes, New Empire, The Cleopatra Complex, Driver Friendly, Bangups, Run DMT, Emily's army, The Swellers, Lost In Atlantis, The Exposed, The Aquabats, I Can Make A Mess, Alcoa, Allison Weiss, Billy The Kid, Brian Marquis, Charlie Simpson, Craig Owens, Kevin Seconds, Matt Embree, Monte Pittman, Owen Planet, The American Scene, Vinnie Caruana, William Beckett, Gabe Kubana, Relient K, The Tower And The Fool, Austin Lucas, Crown The Empire, TheCityShakeUp, Gin Wigmore, Falling In Reverse, Beartooth. Phew That's all I hope you all go and enjoy, even though I will be like 6 months pregnant I am going just staying far from Mosh pits lol.

Age Of Majority.

Today I signed up for age of majority at my school and what that does is basically make me the mother of my own school, I can go to my own conferences, call in sick, if I have enough hours this grading period I can leave school early but only if caught up, and much more. Now I finally can feel like my own person. I have to wait until my mom comes down from Osakis to sign it, I'd rather have her sign it and me bring it in person because things can get lost through mail. I have always dreamed of being 18 and now that it actually happened I don't know what to do haha. This year I can vote and buy scratch offs and stuff. Once my baby is born in September I plan on getting my first of many tattoos after the 6 weeks or whatever to get your body back to normal. Now I can go get piercings and tattoos without my mom signing, cause I know for a fact she would probably say no to signing for that because of what happened when I was 16. When I was 16 and had $120 dollars I wanted my lip to be pierced by a tattoo shop, so we went to tatts by zapp in downtown Stillwater and they said since we didn't have the same last name they would need proof that she is my mom so we made several trips to Bayport and back which was 15 minutes both ways, 6 times. We had to bring after all my permit, her drivers license, my birth certificate and her's, also her marriage license to my step dad and to my real dad and finally they let me back there but mom had to come back as well cause I was a minor, she watched even though I told her she could look away and she didn't. We also agreed upon only 1 side of my lip pierced and when they guy said what would you like I said snake bites which is two on each side of the bottom lip and mom almost passed out. It came to $100 even and I payed for that and the cleaning stuff which was the alcohol free mouth wash and the sea salt water thing for the outside of my lips and that pretty much took all my money but I was happy and since then I have craved piercings. People have addictions to odd things or just the normal things but I have an addiction for piercings and stretching my ears. Why? well back in middle school I had only two friends, my friend Jasmine Parmeter and my mom. So I used to be alone because mom would be at work when I came home until late and Jasmine lived 20 minutes away and I never had a ride so I used to cut myself and be all alone in my room day after day and one day I got sick of cutting myself and hated the ugly scars that I still have so I took up hobbies but the thing I really got into was piercings and stretching my ears and that was my escape that was my way of harming myself but having a good outcome and instead of it being an ugly scar now its a piercing I love and enjoy.

Finally 18.

Today is my 18th birthday and I am so excited now no one can look at me and say "wow you're pregnant and still a minor," well I know I am still young for a child but I am finally an adult now and can say at least I'm not like 13 and pregnant. Today I am also 17 weeks pregnant, and this child needs to hurry up. I want to meet it. In 3 weeks I can find out what it is I have an appointment for April 30th to see what my baby is. I really hope its a boy everyone in my household is having dreams that its a boy and so do I. So before I would wear yoga pants or PJ's but Saturday Jake's mom brought me to the MootherHood store in Woodbury and they have skinny jeans with the belly band, finally I am saved. I love skinny jeans and I don't have to go back in when I get bigger cause the lady said that I stay in the jeans I can fit into and that the bigger I get the belly band will help which is awesome cause I don't want to look like a mess everyday and even when I am looking for jobs I need to look somewhat nice and respectful looking. But today is going good so far. Saturday my mom invited my grandma and grandpa, Jake's mom and Jake, and then my brothers and step dad and my moms friend to Olive Garden and it was fun I wasn't feeling the best but I did have fun talking with everyone. I now have a small extended tummy and when I try to suck it in, it won't let me so that means you know that is the baby. Yesterday I have these twitches in my stomach and I thought it was weird and Jake said well maybe its the baby so I looked it up and sure enough it was my baby moving around. Since I am getting bigger my doctor said from now on I should be able to feel my baby and I am excited!