This Is Just How I Am :)

My hair history:

 Brown-ish with green

Hard to see but dark brown/ natural

 Red :)

Black hair

Green hair, this is my grandmother Pam

Orange hair with black bottom

me now, half shaved head, fading red hair

Its amazing how much I've changed my hair, this isn't the first time for all of these, I've been dying my hair since I was 10 the first color it was, was red streaks then it turned to Burgundy. These are just some pictures of my hair, my hair has been every color of the rainbow and Its fun to do, until you lose all your hair haha.

Pets.

The pet I recently got was a bunny, and bunnies aren't that easy to take care of these animals need a lot of attention and love and if I think you cannot give your bunny this than you aren't fit for a bunny. The bunny you see above is my bunny and his name is Swisher Sweets :) my boyfriend and I picked out the name but I was the one who picked out this bunny and I do believe Swisher is a Jersey Wooly. Swisher is 3 months old and we bought him at Atlas Pets, it was a monday snowy night and my friend had to sign because my boyfriend and I are not 18 yet haha, but we took him home and I found it cool what types of things this bunny will do because they all mean something. Bunny Behaviors: when we first got him he kept on jumping around my room and running and hopping and we thought he was hyper but when a bunny jumps around and is hyper like that means he/she's enjoying itself, the next day when I had him cuddled up next to me and I was petting his head Swisher made these purring noises(teeth grindings) and he looked relaxed and this means he/she's happy, when a bunny is laying flat and the ears are down it either means: I a like being petted, I surrender, you're the boss. This is just a little bit of what bunnies do, they do a whole lot more.

Favorite video game!!!!

The game I choose is Guitar Hero, not just one but all the games are good. I think its better than any other rock 'n roll game cause this game kind of shows a little bit of background when you're picking out the person you want to be. Why do I think is so great about it that kids spend their time playing this on hours on end? That's a good question, I feel like it so great cause I'm a music person and guitar is something I've always liked and I don't really know how to explain it, it's just better because it gives you one on one time with the guitar, it doesn't show you how to play the real thing but it does give you some skill once you reach expert level playing those plastic keys.

Break!!!

Well my break was good I got to see my boyfriend and have a good time with the family and then my family and I went up north in Alexandria to have a christmas with my aunt, uncle, and three cousins and their kids. It was boring at times only because my cousin Jen had to work and my cousin Chris's girlfriend doesn't talk with me much, and Chris was too busy with everyone else, but New Years Eve was fun. A song that I would describe about my time over break would be Coffee And Cigarettes by Nevershoutnever:  http://www.4shared.com/mp3/ZHtw3zqy/NeverShoutNever_-__Coffee_And_.htm

Aloha From Hawaii

I would go to Hawaii, I always wanted to go here. My friends and I had a funny mission if we ever went to Hawaii, it would be to go to a store and look for Hawaiian punch in Hawaii haha. I know its odd but it sounds like fun and I always wanted to try to go surfing and what better place to go than hawaii and even in movies they make it look so beautiful but I've heard that people who go don't really want to go back home and I could never be that far from family but if I had to I would in a heart beat. If I were to go I would bring my mother because we don't always have the time to hang out because we both have very busy days and different plans but if I could there with my mom that would be great cause I'm sure we would have the time of our lives the only hard part is getting there and then since I always like spending money haha that will be hard as well even when you go somewhere like that you would have to bring home something.  Some of the things I would do there, well I know it sounds dangerous but I wanna visit some volcanoes cause I know you can visit some but just got to be careful. I would also just go swimming and try to surf haha but I can see myself failing but hey at least I wanna try, and then when the day is all done go to a luau and enjoy Hawaii.

Song Quotes :)

Song:"If you could see like me you'd see you haven't won anything (anything)
If you could see like me you'd see, it's by my grace that you're breathing (breathing)
If you could see like me you'd see you haven't won anything.
If you could see like me you'd see, your precious light is fading.
Your light is fading."-Oh sleeper, The Son Of The Morning. 

How does this help you in life: Well I am religious and this song is the Devil talking to God and the whole song just helps me understand in a way how the Devil felt about God and jesus. I don't know if that makes sense but it does to me oh well haha.

Song: Don't go, I can't do this on my own.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.
Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night.
I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.
Don't go.
Don't go.-Bring Me The Horizon, Don't Go.

How does this help you in life: Well the singer sang this after once he lost his best friend and I don't know it helps me think of my friend that I lost and it also brings up moments that were the best, and I still wish he were here so when I listen to it, it helps me and makes me feel like he's here still.

Song: If you need anything, just the say the word.

I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.-The Spill Canvas, Lullaby.

How does this help you in life: Whenever I miss my boyfriend I listen to this song cause it makes me think of him cause one night when we went on a long drive he sang it to me, so whenever I miss him I listen to it and it helps me think of the good times we share, just the whole song is amazing (:

Song: You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell-Saosin, You're Not Alone.

How does this help you in life: It just tells me that I'm not alone and there's more in life and that it will pass soon enough.

Song: They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me-Sleeping With Sirens, If I'm James Dean Your Audrey Hepburn.


How does this help you in life: It just tells me I have luck and that one day I will find someone who will stay for a long time and love me (:




Song: Its been a long hard road without you by my side.
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart,
You broke your children for life.
Its not okay,
but we're alright.
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes,
but Those are just a long lost memory of mine.
I spent so many years learning how to survive,
now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive.-Good Charlotte, Emotionless


How does this help in your life: It reminds me of my real dad, He wasn't always there and this song is a perfect reminder of him. And it helps cause it just makes me appreciate my mother a lot more, cause she was there for me through my life.

$150.00!!!!!!

So knowing me I would buy gauges and these are $18.00  $18.50 I would buy this for me and shawnii cause we tight like that(:

 

$20.65 um has this not said enough???? haha this is so me dude I love random hats!!!
$9.50 Well you see this is a two part ring and I think its awesome dude!

  $39.50 I like dresses but not all girly so this one fits me(:

  $28.50 This looked interesting and cute I mean come on!

  $12.50 hahah I need socks and these are amazing!

  $4.00 Mascara waterproof hahaha yes! I like makeup! and I'm running out!


After all of this I have $.25 and I cannot buy anything else with it but other wise I just bought all the typical girl stuff.