Astro

He's my little love muffin!

CHIWEENIE!!!!!!!!!

Awwww look at that cute face :)
This is my newest baby!
Jake and I got a puppy and his name is Astro. What is a Chiweenie? Chiweenie's are not purebred they are a mix of Chihuahua and Dachshund. How big will they get? About 8 inches tall. How much will they weigh? About 5-10 pounds. We got him 2 days ago and he is perfect, he lets us know when he has to go potty and doesn't pee or poop the bed, he loves to roll down hills and yesterday we took him to this fenced in dog park and there is a big dog part of it and a little and he got to play with the big dogs cause we didn't want him to be alone. He loves cuddling and hiding in the tall grass, he stays by us and hes only 9 weeks old!!!
So you know what this means!!! Might have to get Astro a blogger as well :)

Lullaby.

It's the way that you blush when you're nervous.
It's your ability to make me earn this.
I know that you're tired, just let me sing you to sleep.
It's about how you laugh out of pity,
'Cause lets be honest I'm not really that funny.
I know that you're shot, just let me sing you to sleep.

If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.

It's those pills that you don't need to take,
medicating perfection, now that's a mistake.
I know that you're spent, just let me sing you to sleep.
It's your finger and how I'm wrapped around it.
It's your grace and how it keeps me grounded.
I know that you're weak, just let me sing you to sleep.

If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.

While you were sleeping I figured out everything,
I was constructed for you, and you were molded for me.
Now I feel your name, coursing through my veins.
You shine so bright it's insane, you put the sun to shame.

(Oh)

If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything. (I really do)
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.

If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.

You know what I hate?

I am on Citalopram and its pronounced just as it looks and well its scary. Don't forget to take it because you will have the biggest freak out ever, you at first get really mad and then after that you get so sad and start crying over nothing. Some times if I forget to take it I just cry a lot over nothing and I freak myself out telling myself "I gotta get out of here I need to leave" cause if I don't then I have these weird feelings and I just keep crying. I know its the right pill for me if I don't forget about it. But this is an anti-anxiety pill which has a little bit of anti-depressants in it too. I used to cry like everyday back then like in middle school through 10th grade, so I'm always scared to cry now cause I feel like if I cry I won't be able to stop cause back then I would cry and it wouldn't end until like an hour later, but when I take this medication and I'm on it then I feel like I don't have to cry and if I cry while on it, I don't cry for long. I'm a weird child but at least I know I'm loved :)

Swish.

Swisher has a blog account, just thought I should let you know. search either Swisher sweets or his email is: swishersweetstweets@gmail.com  I will try to follow him so you can get a hold of him.

The New Hair.

I haven't done purple yet so take a look and leave some comments...

Growing up

I just want to stay the age I am and just crawl in bed and hide in my blankets. When we are young we want to be older but now that we're older we want to be younger, why is this? because when you're little you think that when your older you will have an easy life and have things handed down to you and everything will be planned,wrong. Now that you're older you realize, crap now that I have to work for what I want this sucks, you end up paying a lot for what you want and working all the time. The best thing is those who  can balance seeing people and working and still being happy, that's my problem I cannot work this out yet. I'm trying to get a job so I can save up for my car first then after once I have that under control I save money to get an apartment and my boyfriend has to help with that as well and after once we get a place I have to still graduate so I'll be going to school, working, and trying to pay my bills and see everyone. Soon after once I've graduated and have money for college, Jake and I are going to Anoka and while he's at the tech part I'll be going to the Health department to learn about the body and after that be supervised under a professional body piercer and then I'm set. I love piercing even though you may not make a lot of money when you are in this career you will most likely be paid $100.00 an hour. I want to be the inspiration of those and its not just something a "freak" would do its art , along with tattoo's its art. I want to help others that want to be creative to be expressive.