Swisher!!!!!!!!!! ^-^

keeping up with swisher<3 4months now

Losing A Friend...

Its sad losing one friend but two? come on how could this be I lost the two that meant a lot to me and were like brothers to me and now I can't say goodbye and I never got to say goodbye to one of them. Here's the story on Jacob's death: Jacob Zachary Campbell, 10/12/10 was the date and at 7:40pm I saw on facebook that someone said "Jacob and Lisa, their dead," and I didn't think it was the Jacob I know, turned on the tv to Fox's news and sure enough it was. Before his death about a year ago when I was in 8th grade going into 9th grade and I was dating a guy named Evan Bing and everyday I would see him and we would walk over to Tom and Jacob's house and we had so many adventures and then middle of 9th grade when Evan broke up with me I stopped talking to everyone that we hung out with and they all started to hate me and turn on me but not Jacob he would still talk to me and sit by me on the bus, we could never hang out because no one liked me anymore but then we started to fade and stopped talking and then I heard about the news and even in school Mr.Quick brought it up and I hated talking about it. Last year when it happened I was in ALC for three hours and the rest of the day at the high school and friends saw me depressed and then two councilors and a cop came to my class in the high school and said "someone said you were going to kill yourself in the bathroom because you are depressed about your friend," and that was the first little giggle they heard because yes I was depressed but not enough to kill myself and so I told them "yes I'm depressed but killing myself? that's a bit too far," and they said okay well we will leave you alone just talk to our intern Kelly and so we talked and that's the end of Jacob's death that I would like to talk about. About Cookie's death: Alexander "Cookie" Cook, 6/18/12 was the day and Kayla Pesek texted me saying Cookie drowned but foolish me I didn't believe it at all and I was at my boyfriend's Jake's house and so I went upstairs and searched it but nothing came up but then I posted on Facebook "somebody better tell me about Cookie!!!!," and people posted on my status about what happened. I remember I ran from the computer in tears ran outside to Jake and held him tightly and I could barely talk and Jake said "was it him? is it true?" and I just shook my head and I wouldn't stop crying for about an hour. The storm that happened that night was Cookie I know it because when it happened that's when they found his body, he went down at 4:57pm and they didn't find him until 11:45pm and in a report I saw it says that he went a third of the way and then once he knew something was wrong he tried turning around to the shore but that's when he slipped under the water and drowned. The next day I talked to Maryrose, Cookie's girlfriend and she is just so depressed and she told me that when she was at the beach and they were looking for him that she said "Cookie if you wanted to break up with me you could have told me," and everyone got a chuckle but she also told me that the storm was him and that he sleeps with her every night she can feel him. Maryrose told me that when they found him, he was 18 feet down and 30 feet from the shoreline, and Maryrose said "he wore his damn pants, he always wears those damn pants no matter what" and she thought it was foolish, she also told me "Cookie said he counted you as one of his best friends, he said you guys had good moments together and had a lot of bro moments together," "also one day I told him that I didn't really like you and he got really mad and said "well you don't have to like her she's my friend not yours," but now I am friends with Maryrose and I try to help her as much as I can. I remember at the health fair we went to the tent where they were talking about being people that did drugs back then and now they are here to help you and "know the truth" about drugs and when I got my bracelet I had a crack in mine and after they packed up I complained to Cookie that mine was cracked and I would never get a new one and he said "oh stop being a drama queen, here have mine" so that's why I were it everyday. We just had a lot of fun and had so many inside jokes and he told me that if Jake (my boyfriend) treats me wrong that he was going to beat his face in because Cookie knows of how many people treated me wrongly and cheated on me and just broke my heart. I don't really know what happened to Cookie but when Jake and I were at his funeral when I first saw his body and I cried badly into Gabby Garcia's arms, something touched my back and I asked if anyone even her touched my back and no one did, I knew it was cook. Before I got to say goodbye to his body the last time I stood by his German jacket on the chair and it was on there pretty good on its hanger and no one was even close to it and all of a sudden his jacket fell, I was shocked so was everyone by his jacket. When Jake's mom picked us up she said I don't really believe in superstitious stuff but they say once someone dies they're spirit is still by the body a couple days and then it fades away so at the funeral Cookie was with us. I didn't have a note or a cookie to throw in the casket but I put my lucky cigarette in there and everyone put theirs in there as well. It was sad because Maryrose wanted to put her rings that she always wears in there but Cookie's guardian said don't honey you keep those because I know you want it to go with him but most of this stuff that's on him will probably get burned because its food and cigarettes and she cried and put her rings back on. I don't really want to talk about it anymore because after that I couldn't sleep, I haven't gotten myself to eat in three days after that, but I will miss them both. When I miss Jacob I play the song "Road To Nowhere" by Bullet For My Valentine and when I miss Cookie I play the song "If I Knew" by Every Avenue

This Is Just How I Am :)

My hair history:

 Brown-ish with green

Hard to see but dark brown/ natural

 Red :)

Black hair

Green hair, this is my grandmother Pam

Orange hair with black bottom

me now, half shaved head, fading red hair

Its amazing how much I've changed my hair, this isn't the first time for all of these, I've been dying my hair since I was 10 the first color it was, was red streaks then it turned to Burgundy. These are just some pictures of my hair, my hair has been every color of the rainbow and Its fun to do, until you lose all your hair haha.

Pets.

The pet I recently got was a bunny, and bunnies aren't that easy to take care of these animals need a lot of attention and love and if I think you cannot give your bunny this than you aren't fit for a bunny. The bunny you see above is my bunny and his name is Swisher Sweets :) my boyfriend and I picked out the name but I was the one who picked out this bunny and I do believe Swisher is a Jersey Wooly. Swisher is 3 months old and we bought him at Atlas Pets, it was a monday snowy night and my friend had to sign because my boyfriend and I are not 18 yet haha, but we took him home and I found it cool what types of things this bunny will do because they all mean something. Bunny Behaviors: when we first got him he kept on jumping around my room and running and hopping and we thought he was hyper but when a bunny jumps around and is hyper like that means he/she's enjoying itself, the next day when I had him cuddled up next to me and I was petting his head Swisher made these purring noises(teeth grindings) and he looked relaxed and this means he/she's happy, when a bunny is laying flat and the ears are down it either means: I a like being petted, I surrender, you're the boss. This is just a little bit of what bunnies do, they do a whole lot more.

Favorite video game!!!!

The game I choose is Guitar Hero, not just one but all the games are good. I think its better than any other rock 'n roll game cause this game kind of shows a little bit of background when you're picking out the person you want to be. Why do I think is so great about it that kids spend their time playing this on hours on end? That's a good question, I feel like it so great cause I'm a music person and guitar is something I've always liked and I don't really know how to explain it, it's just better because it gives you one on one time with the guitar, it doesn't show you how to play the real thing but it does give you some skill once you reach expert level playing those plastic keys.

Break!!!

Well my break was good I got to see my boyfriend and have a good time with the family and then my family and I went up north in Alexandria to have a christmas with my aunt, uncle, and three cousins and their kids. It was boring at times only because my cousin Jen had to work and my cousin Chris's girlfriend doesn't talk with me much, and Chris was too busy with everyone else, but New Years Eve was fun. A song that I would describe about my time over break would be Coffee And Cigarettes by Nevershoutnever:  http://www.4shared.com/mp3/ZHtw3zqy/NeverShoutNever_-__Coffee_And_.htm

Aloha From Hawaii

I would go to Hawaii, I always wanted to go here. My friends and I had a funny mission if we ever went to Hawaii, it would be to go to a store and look for Hawaiian punch in Hawaii haha. I know its odd but it sounds like fun and I always wanted to try to go surfing and what better place to go than hawaii and even in movies they make it look so beautiful but I've heard that people who go don't really want to go back home and I could never be that far from family but if I had to I would in a heart beat. If I were to go I would bring my mother because we don't always have the time to hang out because we both have very busy days and different plans but if I could there with my mom that would be great cause I'm sure we would have the time of our lives the only hard part is getting there and then since I always like spending money haha that will be hard as well even when you go somewhere like that you would have to bring home something.  Some of the things I would do there, well I know it sounds dangerous but I wanna visit some volcanoes cause I know you can visit some but just got to be careful. I would also just go swimming and try to surf haha but I can see myself failing but hey at least I wanna try, and then when the day is all done go to a luau and enjoy Hawaii.